Distant Drums

In this extract from Emanuel Derman’s memoir, Brief Hours and Weeks: My Life as a Capetonian, the author recalls plotting resonances, programming a computer to write poems, the serendipity of acne, and mystic teachers.

Somewhere during my third year at UCT, while majoring in Physics and Applied Maths, I begin to detect the sound of distant drums.

There are universities in England and America where serious people go to do advanced physics. (Yes, we say “to do” physics, not “to study” physics. Physics is a vocation.) People I know have pulled up stakes and gone abroad to get a PhD, people serious and ambitious
and willing to leave home even though they don’t have to. They want to do something wonderful.

Some of them do. I first learn about overseas PhD-ers from my Oranjezicht neighbor Jeffrey Bub, the older brother of my classmate Julian. Jeffrey has left Cape Town to do a PhD in London with David Bohm on hidden variable theories of quantum mechanics and will eventually become a well-known philosopher of quantum mechanics.

The physics department likes to tell you it’s not necessary to leave UCT to do good physics. But, when we learn quantum mechanics, they teach it as though it’s mysterious and hard to grasp, something bewildering …